[ One second later, however, his grin seems to go away in an instant. Instead, his face is filled with something... downcast. Not quite a grim one, but Ookurikara's face is certainly brimming with doubt.
Which is a doubt for his entire method of dealing with life. ]
But you know... [ The arms behind his head move, and he is now crossing him around in front of his chest. ] ...Even I could hardly fight them alone.
[ His mind quickly flashes the image of what happened back there. He had the upper hands against those monsters once, but he was eventually pushed to the corner. If not for Mutsu, Vietnam, and a lot of people that were there to help him, he would have already be deader than dead right there. That was the moment Ookurikara noticed the lines in the most painful way possible; the very line of his capabilities. Being a loner could only brought him that far.
This place is not the Citadel. He needs to adapt. To survive in this place, he needs to know better than that. He needs to change.
He wants to change.]
I... kinda ended up being a burden to them there.
[ --But again, he was never an outgoing individual, and admitting this kind of thing was VERY hard for him.
Right. Just see his face now. He's already turning a bit red on his cheek. He totally looks like he's totally lost on what he should do to express his gratitude for those people and Mitsutada, apparently, has become his single ray of hope to ask for life tips for dealing with this kind of thing. Just like the usual. ]
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Which is a doubt for his entire method of dealing with life. ]
But you know... [ The arms behind his head move, and he is now crossing him around in front of his chest. ] ...Even I could hardly fight them alone.
[ His mind quickly flashes the image of what happened back there. He had the upper hands against those monsters once, but he was eventually pushed to the corner. If not for Mutsu, Vietnam, and a lot of people that were there to help him, he would have already be deader than dead right there. That was the moment Ookurikara noticed the lines in the most painful way possible; the very line of his capabilities. Being a loner could only brought him that far.
This place is not the Citadel. He needs to adapt. To survive in this place, he needs to know better than that. He needs to change.
He wants to change. ]
I... kinda ended up being a burden to them there.
[ --But again, he was never an outgoing individual, and admitting this kind of thing was VERY hard for him.
Right. Just see his face now. He's already turning a bit red on his cheek. He totally looks like he's totally lost on what he should do to express his gratitude for those people and Mitsutada, apparently, has become his single ray of hope to ask for life tips for dealing with this kind of thing. Just like the usual. ]